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cheryl francisca 23 nov 88’ <3 ly, God, family, thesexies, asher my keys, singing yea!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004, Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Amazingly, life seems so much faster now that I'm past the halfway mark for o levels. It's crazy man coz I swear it just seems as though it was just the starting of levels. I'm actually kinda afraid of 'life-after-os ', all the rushing to buy grad stuff ( sadly even though I don't wanna go cause you've to turn up in a dress n I'm pretty reluctant o wells but I'm obliged to) and all the whoo-ha in rushing to make grad presents, notes everything.. It's the hectic life after that's probably going to be more draining than O's itself. I'm already thinking of it and dreading it. :S but I guess it's something that happens once in your life. Then soon we'd be getting our results and then we'll be either crying cause of good results or like me, because of lousy grades. Probably won't make it back to any JC and then to the utter delight of my mum and my uncle and many people.. It just shows that I'm too lousy for a JC and so woosh! They'll happily send me over to NAFA.

It's not like I don't wanna go there but then.. Oh wells. So many questions going on inside my head. Still wondering how much more this will have to go on, be it anywhere at all, it's like there's no escaping. And with the dark secret that I've to keep it's pretty sickening how life is to me anyway. I mean nothing's ever that fair and definitely not smooth-going all the time, guess I just probably need some time to wait tide this phase is over and done with. I've been so tired, mentally, physically, emotionally... Name it. Every aspect of fatigue, I got it baby. Just probably means Cheryl will have to spend more time staying at home and rotting. urgh.

one more paper tmr for this week and three more papers next week and then it's all over!!! over!! And I wanna watch Princess Diaries 2, I know it sounds like the kind of movie that tricks the crazy little teenage girls like those in the lower sec (I remembered hearing that from somewhere i'm sure of it) but well.. I still wanna watch it! x) can't wait to go jamming after o's too.. that's one of the plus point that i'm definitely looking forward t and oh, we seriously need a drummer!!! DRUMMERS HAIL YEE ALL!!! haha. o wells, there's so much to prepare for like Voice Exam on the 15 of Dec and seriously now that i'm concentrating on soley the o levels i'm so screwed, the cert's so expensive and i better do well for it otherwise i'm gonna be so disappointed with myself. I don't have time!!! Then there's the more exciting part about christmas every year for me, the screaming your lungs at The Waterfront, Esplanade. i can't wait. And especially this time, we'll really competing with serious business people like VOCALUPTIOUS. heard of 'em? i'm telling you these guys (and one woman) mean real business. Vocal Associates we gotta hang in there, just do our thang like we've always done for the past 2 years or more.. WE CAN DO IT!!!

And how can i forget my dear brudder Hecty's project again, the christmas concert. i really wonder how it's gonna be like this year, hope it'll be more value-added (sounds so geog-ish) haha and just basically better la.. can't wait for recording, and according to dear hector the "Josh Groban in the making" Mr. Wong Shi Zhen is excited to sing with me? rrrrright.... i'm SO SURE hector, i'm SO SURE...

can't believe im writing so much.. hahah. like VERBAL VOMIT. heehee x) anyways, for all those SEC 4 FELLOW MATES!! hang in there alright?!! i love you all..it's all gonna be O-V-E-R!! and yes, i'll BE BACK! thanx for bothering to even come 'ere this dusty place..