Ha just realised that this is the last week of school before March Holidays, i can't believe that 3 months have passed? It all seemed too fast to even believe everything's happening. OH my, and in 2 weeks' time, my SN uniform will be joining the memory crate. AH and that also means that this week is the last time i'm ever going to have lessons with all my classmates, I might not see them anymore!! AHHH i miss them all,don't they even know? boohoo. :( yea attendance is pretty bad nowadays cause everyone doesn't feel like coming anymore. Hmmm and with the march holidays so close i'm so sure that everyone wants to take a break from school. Darn. i hate this.

Rockefellaskank is this friday!! and yes, i JUST found out again. How awfully ignorant can I get? gdness and oh today was my first rehearsal in the auditorium with elissa. Needless for any guesses, we screwed up but choir people always have a way of covering things up don't we? *grins* that means that i'm left with like 3 days to shop for my jeans ( my mum JUST threw away my jeans CLAIMING to want to buy new clothes for me, yea like when was the last time she said that? it never came true anw. ) so yes and a black top for FRI. i'm scared shit. AHHH.. actually i feel like singing, kinda regretting now that i'm not in the Rockefellaskank as one of the performers, maybe i guess.. next year? it's pretty scary to know that there are people who know you as "AH that choir girl, the short one right? yes, wa she's damn zai.." yet i don't even know them. compliments to myself.. haha.. shant be, as they all call it, bhb.

alright.-it's time i dive into my bed for another chapter of dreamless sleep. Tmr will be another mad day. Rehearsals again tmr. Oh wells. I miss Jason suddenly. Why do I miss Jason? don't ask me. i don't want my class to split up.

I don't want my class to split..

I don't want it at all..

and guess what? i'm starting to appreciate Fahy. Realised i've learnt a lot during this period of rain-drops in an all enclosed classroom except for the windows. yesh. I still wanna play with Woody and the parachute.. AHHHH!! where has all these gone to? i don't want this to end.. sheesh. oh wells. come what may. what will be, will be..