cheryl francisca
23 nov 88’
<3 ly, God, family, thesexies, asher my keys, singing yea!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005, Wednesday, April 13, 2005
yea yea you must be wanting to strangle me right now cause i'm sitting in front of my computer doing NOTHING today. sighs and it doesn't help that i've to think about what to hand up tmr, and the photos that are on the WANTED list . i hope they all bring their photos tmr. otherwise i'll DIE.
feel terrible. first larynx infection then fever. sometimes i wonder if it's a curse or anything. maybe i just need a long long break from everything.
my head's spinning,
i close my eyes i try to sleep but you keep coming into view.
and i'm not supposed to feel this numb-ness.
i just wanna know if you care like i do.
i wanna go away from this world. sometimes i keep thinking that everything's going to be JUST fine.. then i realise that it's never going to be that way.. am i just being over-sensitive?
but it scares me.
when you don't reply me (for whatever reason),
when you dun talk much and all u can say is "i don't know.. i really don't know",
when i start becoming some sort of pest to you,
when i start asking and caring too much and you dun like it..
you know it leads me to no where.
lately i've been trying,
perhaps trying to hard to try and find that voice inside of me that tells me i'm wrong..
and live life like i'm dying away.
if you ever get to see this,
call me...