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cheryl francisca 23 nov 88’ <3 ly, God, family, thesexies, asher my keys, singing yea!

Friday, May 27, 2005, Friday, May 27, 2005

It's 2am++ in the morning and I'm sitting in front of my com.
thinking lots, i have to do.

tomorrow's GP Mid-Years Paper, which lasts for 3h 15 mins (how unfortunate for an ending to a term) all the way to 4.30pm after which, I'll be rushing off somewhere, to meet some people to finish our last lap of our marathon. and oh, purely girls not to worry, nothing illegal or unsafe. and hah! i haven't touched anything to do with studying for GP, in fact i mean really, what's there to study anyway??..
And so, i guess tmr's going to be one heck of a long day for me late into the night and that brings me to point out that pre-seminar for leadership training camp thingy is going to happen on sat frm 8-12noon. There goes my sleep again :

really don't want sat to come by, knowing that i'll be stuck in sch having camp and unable to send cherie off. yes, i'm repeating this again... *sighs, and i DID try to talk to Mr. Tan, who indirectly insisted, and put me in a spot.. which therefore means that i've no choice but to attend, so that i'll get to know my group members better. It's not like I'm not coming, just later..oh crapp. and it's once in a lifetime that i'll get to send HER off. And if you're reading this CHERIE, i'm really sorry that I can't be there to say my last gdbye, at least for now :) you wanted a quiet departure anyways right? maybe one person less will make things a tad closer to ur goal? wells in any case, don't cry girl. maybe you won't, but i might feel downright sadd at camp even though i'm physically miles away. ALL THE BEST TO YOU, AND HOPE YOU GET USED TO LIVING OVER IN CANADA! I'LL VISIT YOU SOON ENOUGH (2 years afterwards, that is).

anyways, the JUNE HOLIDAYS are here, so it's time to catch up with old friends and just hang out, have fun, relax and of course study.. it's the holidays, and well i'm hoping i get to see those whom i've missed, and exercise a bit i guess. mmmms. getting flabby. gross. yeaa, and that also spells loads of LONG hours of sleep for me!! I need a lot A LOT of energy. it's the time of the year we've all been waiting to get off the schedules for a while, so there you go..! wheee!

[fri]
today's outing was really happy for me :) i really don't know about you. It's been long since we went out and that fact that you decided to ask me out, was really sweet. Though yes, I couldn't wake up and ended up being frightfully late, I had the best time in a while just being with you. Really hope you feel the same way. Do you even read what I say in here? ..
really hope things will pick up for the better of course, and that we'll be going right smack back to how we were. half a year's coming up.. fast isn't it? Been thinking alot about how we've grown to know more about each other, and sometimes I don't know if I know you that well or if you know me as much. But i just wanna say that i'm giving my all to this, and i hope you are too.
sometimes I understand why girls feel so insecure, because guys don't always show their feelings, it's just every little thing they do that actually shows ur someone how much you really care.
would you dare to stake everything you've got? do you get into a frenzied state knowing that special someone of yours is ill and needs you around most? what do you do? A lot of people spend their lives trying to find the meaning of love, but it's actually right before their very eyes.

you don't know how much that special someone means to you,
until they're gone.

sadly that's what happens to most people, we take those dearest to us for granted, hurt them unconsciously or consciously, basically just forget about caring for them, cause we know that somehow no matter what we do, they'll still love us. Have you told your parents, your siblings, your friends, your special other half that you love them lately? :)

so yes, [to you], i love you.

oh yea, to my dearest DALE!! thank for dropping me a tag! im ok, not to worry, although chip's the pessimistic character but yea.. you take care of youself too and should anyone bully you.. just tell me. I'll come RIGHT down to his hse to knock his teeth out with my ultra trusty nut cracker. haha. see youuu girl! (oops i mean, chipmunk buddy! hope our store of nuts haven't been touched or stolen!!)

hope i crawl outta bed in time to go grab mac's breakfast. MY SILLY BROTHER, just refused to buy it back for me. grrr i hate lil' bros. :) gotta go anw, eyelids are threatening to stop functioning. till then jedis!!

-yoda.