isn't this nice? took it yesterday with the help of someone.. i love it!

* How long have i been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the oceans shapeless form.
The waters getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head.

if i could just see you everything would be alright.
If i could see you the darkness would turn to light
And i will walk on water, and you will catch me if i fall,
And i will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright,
and everything will be alright.

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown,
So why am i ten feet under and upside down.
Barely surviving has become my purpose'
cause i'm so used to living underneath the surface.

And i will walk on water and you will catch me if i fall
And i will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And everything will be alright.

Can you trust yourself enough to walk on with me?

Last paper for mid years tmr, literature paper 8 and techinically everything's finished, except if you wanna count NE inside.

17 days and counting, please don't let this turn into months and years. I don't know about you, don't know about how you feel about everything we've had. It's tearing me up inside, I seem like it's okay but i so need you around. how come you can act like you don't care about anything, teach me please so i'll not feel too bad knowing that you're not around.

i think you don't care anymore. been hanging out everywhere by myself, and just yesterday, sitting at a playground late at night thinking.. didn't sleep till 6am+, went to bed with the rain pouring outside and ended up waking up at 4pm today. It rained again and my mood went down with the pouring rain. Dampen my spirits no more, hiding away is the best thing to do now. what luck, sleeping and awaking to rainy moody days when you've got nothing to do but to stay indoors and rot away..

Anyway, enough of sadness. Tomorrow's SNchoir's 2nd concert whoo!!! So so looking forward to it. It means I'll get to see people!! like HUIS PONGS and some more.. cool? yay! I hope SN choir will sound good tomorrow :D I'm so proud of them girls and I hope they'll perform to their best tmr. and yes, those spraying actions.. yes CHERYL SIM?? hee hee.. we are the choreographers behind that little surprise you'll all get to see. ho ho ho!

surprisingly, despite my long hrs of sleep till 4pm this afternoon, i'm going off to sleep now. I love my bed HEE. last paper tmr, unseen literature paper should be alrite without studying that is..

you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..