Today was a productive day but scary also, you will know why as you get to the end of today's entry, haha don't cheat! anyways, was supposed to meet HUIS at 10.30+ but then that girl didn't answer her phone and i called her house and yup i was right, she's still asleep. called her like three times before she finally woke up. and it was like 1pm? haha oh wells.. but it was nice seeing her FINALLY just as the end of june hols are coming..

really tired, i'm literally falling asleep as i'm typing this out now. but i have to remind myself that I still have 3 more thick chapters of geog to finish memorising and reading. i'm SO SO dead. urgh at least i'm done with environmental management issues about pollution and all. *phew* for today. going to study with huis again tmr before sch starts again, oh damn those mid years really bah! humbug..

and yes, i was in bishan today. ( and i met kenny and his friends and cj people in macs)

and surprisingly, i'm starting to love mugging. but it's only with your friends, those whom you can study with, that brings that satisfaction at the end of the day. i'm really starting to believe what xiao di said about the fun in mugging, but of course i'm not going to be as extreme as him. hell no! haha :)

felt the way i did back then studying for o levels today with my sn pals around and it's really so amazing, even though we don't really talk much to those people we see in school back then, we still say hi to each other and of course what i really miss most, was the HUGS that is SO SO typical of us. haha, saw jia mein today, woot haven't seen that girl for ages and oh, she was telling me stuff about haha.. some acsi people. And talking about acsi boys, i saw one on the newpaper sports section of thurs' paper today. he looks so different from what i knew him to be like last time. people change.. people change.. and i'm getting addicted to brave new world man, going to try read finish the rest of it.

ugh my life sounds so boring isn't it? haha..
OH AND FOR THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT:
when i got back home, there was a 15 yr old girl attempting to jump off from her bedroom window in my block, 10th floor. it was really so freaking scary! heard she's been at it for like ah hour plus. So there was the HUGE HUGE commotion, there were 3 fire engines, 1 ambulance, 3 police cars. There was that inflatable big cushion thing to cushion her fall should she really well jump yea. but it was like total drama, two fire men propelled themselves from the 12th floor (cause the 11th floor had no one at home) and then kicked her so she fell backwards into her room, and a good thing too! And i remember everyone was just clapping and cheering, it was like such a relief! Im so so glad she's alright. Then her mother attempted to jump from the corridor of the floor.. man MORE DRAMA. but she didn't thank God. Yea, then that girl was brought into the police car..poor girl. But i heard that this isn't the first time that this family has had things like these happen. Seems like the entire family all tried commiting suicide before.. God please pray for these people.

what a way to end my studying day out..

and i'm starting to age really badly.. i can so feel it. those stupid eyebags, the breaking out even more.. AH late nights are bad but it seems like I've no choice cause i really haven't been studying at all.. well i'm always keeping things to the last minute. im so terrible. uurgh. :(
i really wonder how everyone else is doing too? studying and rushing to study last minute?

hmmm my brother's really taking a lot of hell lot of time in the shower.. he's worse than me man! AHHHHH i feel icky, need to bathe...!
it's going to be another studying day and yes the LAST day of studying before geog on monday, but it's a gd thing that geog's at 1pm so we don't have to report to school THAT early. i really need to get going.. shopping sprees wait up! and i really hate this, but the Great Singapore Sale always clashes with studying time for mid years and all.. WHY WHY? haha and i remember huis was whining that she wants to go to the MANGO sale. haha, what bananas!

keep up! keep up! :) you're not alone.