anyways, ATTENTION GUYS!!! MY COM CRASHED SO I WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE. DAMN TECHNOLOGY SOMETIMES!. i'm so going to lose all my photos, my music. everything! Darrrrrn *grrrrowls* im lucky my mum let me use her com to put up this entry.

Called up goatherd today! i got her orange letter finally. PHEW. It's been a long time since I last received anything whoo! I miss that girl, really wonder how she is. Miss all her man-liness and trust me, she's so uniquely MAN there's really no one else like her. MY GOATHERD is all grown up now.. getting more and more feminine eh? Well I'm glad she is becoming more girrly. hee :D

Everything's flying past so quickly nowadays it's really beginning to scare me. it's 58 more days and counting down to Promos and I still haven't started any revision yet. I really ought to. Life's been pretty alright i guess, all the extra pilage from the stacks of work I've to do (but haven't done so), all the notes I'm supposed to memorise. One's really beginning to think that being in the Arts faculty is really living hell, just minus all the physical pain.

Oh wells. Been feeling very betrayed and terribly disturbed by stuffs I hear, esp from a certain someone whom I shall not mention here. I guess I thought things would end of peacefully and nicely and we could get back to being friends again. I totally wouldn't mind giving up so much for you, but in the end I guess what you wanted to do was to just get back at me, over and over again. It really sucks to hear it, hurts more to know it's from you. Sometimes I feel so stupid getting irritated and hurt over things like these but honestly if it weren't for all my prayers this few weeks, i don't know how im going to get by. Im pretty sure you don't know Im feeling this way eh? And let you push me around. I'm trying my best to not be nasty but somehow, i feel you're pushing your luck dear.

I guess things will be better, and i'll look at myself in the mirror as one and laugh about things. Council investiture just ended last night and things are a whole new light already. Fri's kind of the first day choir's going to be headed alone without the j2s and im on the list for mock lit paper which lasts a bloody 3 hrs long. 3-6pm how unfortunate is that, and I really wanna be there. Then talk about Jazz-up Singapore auditions, i might miss it, might not. Holy crap, what if we don't qualify....

Having a terrible eye infection, it's been a while since I last had it and i thought it'd be gone for GOOD.Like those little children sicknesses or something that disappears when you grow up. URGH. PAIN. bah.. i need sleep desperately! *waves hands wildly about* oh wells. what life is this. O BRAVE NEW WORLD!.. as we celebrate it's last lecture on it today. :)) should have seen Fahy's face, he really loved the book. MAN!!~

remembering when I was young... gd lord i dun wanna grow up!