Tuesday, September 20, 2005, Tuesday, September 20, 2005
it's getting harder and harder to breathe.
everytime i talk about it i feel like crying. everytime i feel this way i don't know what to do.
i really hate sch, hate everything that's happening to me. i'm so tired of faking and faking, yet no one notices me. lift me up, i just wanna get out of school. i want to see all my friends again.
entrapment, all that's been said about in lit. modernist plays? i'm living in one right now. promos are coming up in three days, 1st paper GP. I want to do well, I want to pass well. I hope I do.
what a sad day it is tday. saw you at the bus stop since that fateful night, bt you just left like that. and i'm not going to fight, it's so impossible anyway. gd luck to that special someone. i'm letting go. make me, make me. bt u made me
s t o p breathing again. maybe in ur eyes I'm nothing, and i can feel me crumbling.
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving
but you're always in my heart.