AHHHHH! please do not mistake my absence from this place as my studying hard for promos because i haven't actually done much, except for maybe let's say look through a bit of econs. like 2 chapters? And at the end of the day still end up with nothing being memorised. Darn and there's only 18 days left. Doom's day is coming!!!..... THE WELL KNOWN APOCALYPSE! ahhhaa, i hope it ain't that bad. that's like barely 2 weeks and a little bit more. I'm so SO screwed. help me somebody. And you want to know the worst part? i'm not really panicking yet. And this really seems to be a trend every time exams draw near..

Spent some very fruitful nights these past few times since sat. Been at church every single day, whether at SFX or at Novena praying at night. Tonight's "Shine Mary Shine" rally at Novena Church was once again, an experience I'd die for. I'll never miss it, my yearly pilgrimage except that this time I was going along with Mark and ZhiZhong. Met quite a few friends there, including sn people and cjc people too.

Just realised I've never felt closer to God in this year than any other. Maybe it's cause many things have been happening and I find that God's the only one who has been there for me all the way and yes, i find solace in Him. I'm going to start attending Novena sessions on saturdays rather than idling them away before I make my way down for pracs. really missing my friends already, and by that i mean Sn people even though i saw some of them that day on teachers' day. Oh wells, and i'm so soryr but i'll probably have to cross out the thought of meeting all of the gang tomorrow night for dinner. I'll be back at church again. But I'm never going to regret it. :)

Very tired, getting terrible eye bags which worsen as the days go by. The want to study is constantly being fought off by the need to rest. My body can't take much longer, and I keep falling ill these few times. And i know I can't afford to. it's just, WRONG TIMING.

Oh wells for all those we are mugging really hard out there for your O's, A's, Promos or Prelims or anything else.. please do take lots of care. And for those who believe in Jesus Christ, he'll lift up all your worries. He'll bless and take care of you. Fear not. :)

*anw, i'm off to sleep.

p.s. and hey all you who think that i am ignoring you cause i hardly reply your sms-es or phone calls, i'm real sorry. Doesn't mean I hate you guys or anything, it's just my phone's a tad cocked up and i rarely check my phone. So don't any offence k? I still love you all loads! :) cheers! see you all soon, those whom i will be seeing soon, i hope? haha.