sometimes I feel like
I gave it my hardest try
If there's anything left
I lost in on the last rollercoaster ride
When I get home
This is what I say
When my baby asks 'How was your day?'
I say grace.

don't promise me anything anymore if you're not going to keep to it. i keep believing that whatever you say will be true for once. well i waited again. not a call, and yes you're definitely not coming over.

i guess it doesn't matter how long we won't be seeing each other.

i want to be here for you, always. I want to make everything right. I've been here trying. and still tryin to be that understanding girlfriend, taking every shit you're giving to me unconsciously or not. I've been taking empty moments quietly, I'm tryin to be all the support you need now. but im softly breaking down. i need you too. i can't do this all alone.

__hole__ in my heart.. and it so hurts.

i'll leave the door ajar should you come back.. but we know the odds are evident. forget it, go sleep cheryl.