i keep dreaming of you, that you'll take me back by the hand and say hey everything's going to be alright now. but when i wake, all was just a bloody damn dream. Keep going through the words in my head, they seem to get no where. i'm going to be driven up the wall, in fact i'm halfway there already. what a splendid cny it will be.. it's just so damn sad. u got really grumpy last night, u're tired. every night i stay awake just to catch you to ask how your day went, just for the simple reason to hear ur voice. bet you never did realise how much it meant, little things. guess you never will..