mmms. that me?

We're into the 2nd week of school term, and i need more sleep. the stress is kicking in, and i feel so worried about catching up, doing up all my notes before june, yada yada.... and no time still, i have to, have to grasp my concepts well before june. *grabs tufts of hair* // bah. i really wanna do well, but i'm just so lazy.

really wish everything would just revert to what it was. i'm betraying myself now, at this very moment in my life. i wish it would stop. feel utterly miserable today, say for the rain and the bad traffic this morning on the way to sch. bad day today, just is. it rained all the way till i got home. had a throbbing headache which egged me to my bed. really tired man. practiced my piano for 2 hours today, fingers really hurt from the stiffness as a result of my inconsistent touch, i need more practice. mmms//but then again im lazy. hai i'm so random.

ive been thinking about deception and superficiality in this world. and it really is amazing how people can mask their true colours when they're out there in the world, and you won't get to know them unless you spend time with them. so my point is, don't judge people by what we see or hear abt them. it's just really not nice. well in any case, i assure everyone that i'm not pointing out to anyone particular yupps. just felt like talking about it.

mundane life, monotonous and dreary.. it's just probably cause i'm in a grumpy mood today. vital signs are still in check, let's hope tmr will be better. stay strong!
:)

and i don't want the world to see me,
cause i don't think that they'll understand.
when everything's meant to be broken,
i just want you to know who i am.