march holidays really pass too soon. and whoo we're into our 4th day. one more day for hols. sigh* really glad that i went out with someone today, made my ic too! finally after so much procrastinating.

my life of late as i have been thinking, hasn't exactly been very wholesome. I've been running away from too many problems, problems that im afraid to solve, too afraid to come to terms with and i'm been pulling away from the spiritual side of me. whatever comes through God, will come. i really wanna get back to God. after searching so much for 2 and a half years... it's still _______ that i miss so much. sometimes i really regret what i did back then. but maybe it's part of God's plan for greater things to come by.

don't really wanna think about ___ now. God please help me, i know He will. God, please help ____. Whatever's hurting you, please comfort ____. Help ____ find himself in you and find happiness truly. i'll still be waiting.

i'll sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing.