today marks the end of any ceremonial performances that the j2s are going to have with the choir. and i must say well done to everyone today..

for one, we showed the school what choir really is, showed them that we CAN improve and we HAVE.. but don't be complacent okay people? there were teachers who nodded in approval, friends who finally approved of choir and strangers who've come up to say well done for choir.

those words "Well done choir!" really meant the world to me, all i could hear in my head was, choir you've taken the first step.. yes you can do it.. :) and im saying here im damn proud of every one of you singing your lungs out even though the microphones were like erm gross and it was really hard trying to project. I'm telling you all I appreciate it all. Like I've said we've worked so hard for this and I'm happy for you all. :) i really am.

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fri nights are always lonely somehow.

no matter how you try to fill in that void within you, even though i had the ever weekful wonderful company of dip., things just still aren't the same. somehow, somehow, you break my heart with your tenderness. when you smile at me, i cry.
and i could laugh in my face for feeling this.
i'm lost so bad, i don't even know where i'm going. sometimes im sure, sometimes im not.
when i see that figure, everything i've planned just crumbles away.

that moment, so precious, so beautiful.. yet reach out and it flies away.
tell me how am i going to do this?

It's just like you to contest
you wear it like a label on your breast
don't you see what this takes of me?
A certain callousness complies
with your charm & in your pride
a hopeful look draped in despise.

why don't you see me at all..