how many times can life hit you in a day? and my guess would be.. erm... 1,234,563,903,599,473,233... ... ... and my list would go on forever.

couldn't fall asleep again last. AGAIN. and i had to wake up for church canteen this morning at 6am. lookin at people, looking at friends.. i really wonder how many of them are actually thinking of me at this moment, as much as i am thinking of them. but then again, life is never really fair, is it not? we gain some, and lose some.
and on that note.. i don't know if i'm being too sensitive when someone recently starts to keep so quiet and we stop talking altogether. does it hurt you? i don't know. i know it did prick at me.

shall not think of that anyways. went window shopping today with marie and found clothes and a a pair of nice Vans shoes which i am so going to buy tmr, i can't wait!! yea.. but other than the fantastic basketball game today with my church people, my day was okay.

not to forget, yes i saw you cheryn at the converse shop trying to scout for a nice new pair of converse sneakers.. much to my avail. what a bother!

honestly this is my first night being so early at home. I'm tired but when i hit home ground, i somehow don't feel like sleeping at all.

ackkk. choir prac tmr hopefully it'll be gd. i'm looking forward to it, seriously. hope it'll be good! x) plus i'm going to get my shoes yesyesyes.

i give up trying to formulate pretty sentences in my head to describe you,but i realised that you're more than all it takes for words to put together who you really are.i give up.
i try so hard just to get a chance to speak with you, much less look at you.. and with each day i slip further back into that crack.
i come so close to whispering that little secret to you everyday, but i know that one step closer and i'll be losing you there and then.
i think.. i think it's happening.