FINALLY FINISHED MY LONG DUE-ED LIT ESSAY!
and talking about back aches from sitting too long at the computer, yes charmaine i understand.. *groans*
really wonder how small bodies like mine pull through all the long hours at school with just 3 hrs of slp per day. i really don't know where, but i think i felt the screw get loose today, the catch is getting out..

i'm falling ill.. not yet. but i can feel it coming.

today's choir prac had so many sop1s down that i figured that if i were to sick with celine and huisi ( who were already not feeling so well) there'd be no sop1 section left. then perhaps mr toh will have to stand in and sing all the sop1 parts for all the songs.

but that of course, would be unimaginable right? :)

and so we slogged hard today at chua-ay, and before prac ended, it just really made me smile to hear him say," Tell everyone you're one of the most improved choirs.." after we sang our amazingly not bad cantate domino.

gdness you have no idea how much that relieved me. just for him to say that one-liner, was so much of an encouragement. of course, i know happiness doesn't last for long. cause tmr.. TMR's either going to be the day the small group of us doing the a capella songs are going to make it or break it. i am so scared. *pray dear God will help us tmr* let mr toh be in a gd mood. oh please oh please.

and then just today i realised,
how little the rest of my sc life is left.
never realised how important my waving hands were,
the magic that it can create or destroy.

never loved my hands so much. my 3rd and last year conducting. oh man i'm so going to suffer from withdrawal symptoms soon. wanting to step down yet still wanna wave my arms about. sigh

more random-ness. i'm glad i'm not thinking so much more.
it'll pass! next wk's going to be a 3 day week, new class jersey (did i mention that it's black and gold?), Lit Evening, RJC choir concert to attend, and hopefully a choir outing before that.
i really need sleep. sleep. and more sleep.
sighs and not much to the rest of the year left, feeling a tad sad.
let's make the best of it :)