today was probably one of the happiest days in my life since a long time ago. never had this much fun for long, never laughed till i cried so many hundreds of times over. and food. AND that endless stretch across my face. yes, you know you made me smile so much. :)

but thinking about it would be really silly cause things never do happen this way and besides, 'special someone'(s) always come first. And i'm reallly fine with it, as long as you're happy. Anyway we all know that what's it called if it's forced?

maybe i live for short spurts of moments that make me smile, but really nothing beats today, just TODAY. i've never been out with someone who can make me so happy and i hope i wasn't too boring too. endless amts of food, lame stuffs, confusing maths and analogies, heart-to-heart talks all over a happy stomach and that scary taxi uncle.. I could go on forever. I swear I never once thought of any sad thing when you're around. that happy sunshine. you're just that. I doubt it's just me, you've probably charmed half the world with your smile and way with words. Never thought it'd happen, but somehow, you've found your way into my small little ugly heart, not even when you made me cry last night. despite everything. i'm finding myself falling...

but i don't say it. i never can. how can i? when you're sitting just right in front of me.
nah but i don't think it's gonna work out.
im silly. and you've got that her.

but i'll never forget today.