29th sept 2006
And this song goes out to you...

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each
other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other."

Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise you.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.

Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
You're gonna be the lucky one.

28th sept
Sometimes love takes you by the whirl, lifts you up so high you can face the world alone. And then, it throws you down, so deep into the waters you crumble under its power. You've given me all the strength I need, and given me love that healed, touched so deep and made me so happy even for this short span. I thank you so much. No one said this was easy but I understand your decision.

And I know why you could not come along with me, this was not your dream but you've always believed in me. i will miss all those times we sat under the stars looking at them and pouring our hearts out to each other.

"I wept as I remembered how often you and I
Had tired the sun with talking and sent him
down the sky"

if only ...
more than you ever imagine, for the rest of your life, from now until forever.