It's friday now FINALLY. long awaited week is finally over! one wk wasted, and jus a wk closer to horrible monstrous a levels. Currently waiting for people to hang out, can't wait to hit town and smell the orchard air (haha or is it the nasty haze i'm going to be breathing in?) ha charmaine's beside me now. yippies.

Eye still hurts a hell lot and is a little red. *groans* it's been almost a week and it's still not alrite? must be the bloody weather, stop burning lar neighbours!! note: i'm attempting to be really courteous here. haha :P Feel like takin my eyeball out to wash it and put it back in. Stupid weather.

Seeing half of m.o.p.s tmr after so long, and i just realised tt we always hang out in drips and draps (yes mostly in halves), but never as one whole bunch. I am beginning to make us sound like a bunch of grapes, or is it oranges? haha. STUDYYYYY, i cant wait to see st nicks again!

recess was quite hilarious, no.. VERY hilarious considering there was charmaine tay and bingying around. All student councillors are SLAVES for the student body. *evil grins* AND AND I wonder why.. she's so interested in johnny. however u spell his name. haha if she reads this it's going to be utter WAR! come and get me charmaine tay!

ah ya. it's getting chilly, my fingers cant move properly. kick some ass around in town, laters! :)

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back home!..
so towning was pretty fun. i ate so much la! hokkien mee, and mango pudding, gelare, yoshi. waaa.. it's been a while. watched World Trade Towers today with Joseph and BingYing. It's probably going to be our last chance being let loose before getting caged back up to sink into our yummilicious books.hah. really so damn full now, hope i don't get nightmares tonightfrom indigestion.
anyways, the movie wasn't that all sad, but it was more like a movie that impacted you. makes you sink back into reality and reflect on your life, how to be appreciative of your family members and all. Like how much we indulge in our work that we forgot how it is to love one another as before, how we forgot what we said to someone in the mornings, what was the last nice thing you did for that special someone... made me think back on a lot of things.

Haze is so bad, its like this fog, that brings despair. It clouds our senses, makes reality seem insubstantial, and us believe this distortion of life we live in. It shrouds our perceptions, and the silence that comes with it in the midst of the activity that's still going on everywhere makes it even more ironic. It's like no one bothers about it, or at least tries not to care about our tragic situations. The haze, like portieres of our life, gives us a second chance to see things in a clearer view though it is cloudy inside our minds. i don't even know what i'm saying... bah

tmr's going to be another long day, really need to rest my head. Noticed too many things today, which i told myself isn't really good. Everyone's feeling a little moody today too. hope the weekends will kill off everything bad. it's mooncake festival today and i've no one to spend it with except to kill my time going out to let loose for a bit. sigh. maybe it's the haze. maybe when it clears, it'll take this sinking swirly feelings with it and disperse in the sunlight.

Viva a la Revolution! maybe tmr will really be exciting.