Okay. So i promised to upload photos from Prague, but recently my computer is really being stubborn and yes I must admit I'm kinda lazy to get the problem fixed so there.. until you see the photos, happy waiting (i'm sorry).

Anyways..

Im sick. As in physically ill. The annual festive season bug has once again successfully hit me thanks to the accumulation of overworking and a lack of sleep yes indeed I deserve it. God knows this will end only when Jan 1st comes, i really really hope, which yes is only a couple more days away. I so can't wait.

But more pressing matters at hand lately..
that has gotta do with coming to terms with my passion in music that obviously is going to affect my entire future. And i'm still stuck between being practical and safe and good at what I know I can do, or to take a total turn and to venture into the unknown that probably promises a more challening and exciting life. But then should I do that, my life's going to be really damned uncertain. There's only one way to everything not just for music, you gotta succeed, you can't afford to turn back. What do i really want? It scares me to know i've to make my choice NOW, rather soon. The Arts has always been considered the more unconventional route but it's getting more popular in present times I say, it's a tough nut to crack. I really don't know what I'm going to choose. Happiness over practicality? Passion over talent? Risktaking or being safe?..

and Lord knows I gotta do this all by myself.

times like these when i really wish I can be a kid again. sorry for the rambling, it's really hard to speak coherently when you're in my frame of mind now.

Nasty squirmy things aside, I've been rather busy, first training day today. Hopefully i'll be able to cope with nasty over inquisitive parents and squealing tiny little brats by Jan 2007. O happy new year please be good.

And did I tell you?
-->You're looking at, (hopefully), a great assistant teacher-to-be! :)

and yes an interesting conversation between my mum and brother tonight at supper:

Mum: "Shaun, please come out and eat your 4 buns! They're getting cold!"
Brother: "Ya lar, I'll eat 'em in a while."
Mum: "No, they're getting cold. You made me warm it up for you please don't waste my buns!"
Brother: "Okay la, leave them on the table." (grumbles)

-actually it does sound warped but anyways aside for whatever sexual innuendo it might (notice I used the words 'might') bring about, welcome to the Lee Household after midnight. Mum and bro, you guys rock.

haha. nights can be so interesting. I hate the rain and that bloody cough mixture..

love of my life.